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Name: Alana
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 11/6/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: chillin', doing nothing, drawing, working, having fun, playing around, talking, art, movies, television, music, sleepin', reading
Expertise: Gaming, Art
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
10/1/2003
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| how come no one ever wants to talk about shit.. i feel like such a girl
that i want to like talk about relationships and shit. not
like... with guys and shit though, i wanna just like talk about shit to
my friends like how much they mean to me and shit. eww see what i'm
saying, that is so like... girly to want to do. what a freaking trip
like becoming a girl and stuff. what a late bloomer. you know.. no i'm
a fucking lesbian - with out a doubt dude... no wait, bi .... you are
currently hearing like the inner thoughts of a crazy person, cuz i'm
just rambling now. anyway. i'm like tripping out on my old
friends and stuff.. i have way too much time on my hands to be like
thinking of all these old times and like old memories. i need something
to do... go out and like have fun but without a job it's tuff times to
not have anything to do at all.
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| i am such a hippee.
all i wanna do is like.. drive out somewhere and go hiking... or like
go to the park and watch people and like have the breeze on my face and
like... fly a kite or something. what kind of person wants to do those
things?? i'm like... ready to be a mom with their kids and like not
talk all day just watch the kids play and sit around and read or some
shitz. is something wrong with me? i like just chilling and listening
to music with a nice view of the out doors.
i am such a .. hobbit...
come live the quiet, relaxed life with me
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| the worst part of being nice
Deep inside I do things in order to hurt others, but being the nice
person... to those said "others" everything turns out nice. Mainly
because what I think is mean is fucking nice in their book... fucking
ridiculous. The only time that I can hurt someone is when I don't mean
to. That is the worst and best part of life, i think. Doing something
for one reason and it ended up the complete opposite. In this
(and most) case(s) the former.
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| dude, wtf is up with the world? that's all i have to say....
in other news, i just wanna list some cool shit i got to do recently
(last few months i guess?) in no praticular order... except the order
that i remembered them...:
-freaking offroading!
>I got to drive... SUCKAS. it was fantastic, up
some steep ass hills and stuff,
pretty tight. we got all this mud on it too... had to use the windshield
wipers for MUD... that's silly
>We spend like hours up there at this one site and I so will go again and just
"borrow" my dad's truck =)
-beach.. of course.. i go to the beach like... once a week
>santa monica wandering/pizza
>zuma chillin' and freezing that day
>north of zuma surfer watching and munching
>I can't wait til summer! i bought boogie boards... and I wanna get a tan
>anyone wanna go? call me up... fo sho'
-art galleries galore
>one really awesome one in the middle of the
night with some crazy freaking art
people...awesome paintings, very modern and amatuer.. neat
-school
>it's the only thing I actually have time for really with finals coming up and
and like the mass amount of projects that they give me (essays essays
essays)
>spent way too much time in the photo lab working on those projects til i
literally dropped
>stressing out over all those things
-my room
>I cleaned that sucker! it's pretty nice now. I did the whole closet-world
thing, and now there's so much more room in there and it's organized, yay.
>uh, reemphasizing how awesome my room is now.... =P
-my HOUSE
>if anyone has been to my house, they know it's a MESS... well my mom
decided to clean up the shit in the living room and now theres so much
room I can even do cartwheels in
there... that's amazing for those who
have seen it.
>we just bought this big execising ball... hahah it's in the house, so
>half that stuff in the living room was mine, waiting for it to get put into my
new closet... so I helped clean I suppose.
-games?
>We got some pretty cool games (me/brother) lately for the xbox
I recommend Jade Empire to the world... btw (asians woooo)
>oh and G4 SUCKS, that fucking channel... man, it makes me mad. Tech
TV... and G4 used to be separate channels... and tech tv owned the world
it had way better shows. One day they decide to merge and be G4-TechTV
okay, that's cool... they got rid of some shows from each but I could deal.
Then, whatcha know it... the tech TV shows keep disappearing and all we
get in return are some UBER LAME shows from G4... and now the channel
is just G4.... and they are fucking around with all the shows....
RIP screensavers, RIP (the good) X-play
-buddies
>I got to see/talk to alot of buddies I havent seen in ages. I'd do shout outs,
but I dont know... yeah you guys... i miss ya and we should definately chill
way more often... right after finals, cuz I'm BIZ-ZEE right now
-driving
>Besides the offroading, I'm also learning to drive stick. Me and my dad
went out for a bit in the other truck and I can drive stick!! well... it's still
tough, but I know HOW to do it... i just need to get down the timing, lol
>oh, and I want a new car.. I've decided I want one of those fast... slick
... clean... bright colored...loud music... spoiler... cars... haha, i want yellow
the whole shaa-bang. maybe even stick.... heh maybe not. I decided this
yesterday.
-music
>I wanna learn the guitar pretty bad at this point. I just wish I had time. My
uncle plays.. i had no idea. My buddy plays and she says she'll teach me.
My other buddy plays too, he said he'll jam or help if ever I wanted to. I'm
so ready... although I do doubt my skills and ability to learn the skill.
that's all for that.... how bout some quick goals I have decided on recently?
I want to:
-learn to play guitar... obviously. and hopefully be in a band/group
-paint more
-finish those paintings that I said I'd do for all my buddies, heh heh
-one day open my own gallery or be featured in one
-have people I don't know collect my art and hang it in their homes
-own a beach house with a studio and a view
-learn to surf and go all the time... but i can cuz i live there right
-get to art school and finish my AA in the next year... eeeek
-get my new car hahaha
-get a good paying job that I actually enjoy and SOON
-travel EVERYWHERE on that extra money
-go shopping SOON
-lose weight/be buff (and why does everyone ask me why?! are u blind?)
-alter my clothing, myself. customize all my shit that doesnt fit anymore
-fix my hair... it's a travesty
-clear my skin, self explanatory
-go offroading with friends
-get my own place... this is the coolest fantasy I can imagine... :
-a place where there are always people there... like
friends coming in and out and just chilling there. that's the place to
go after work, or the place to go inbetween everything else. it's the
place with like a stocked fridge and the best couches and the softest
bed if you need a nap. This place has windows all over and it's just a
chill atmosphere. It's got game systems and cable and internet
connection and the best DVD collection. People just sleep over
and drink and do whatever they want there with respect to all the
others and everyone helps out with restocking and cleaning after
themselves. this place is like a mix of Monica's place in friends and
Hans' place in zoolander... but with more asians (at least that's how i
saw it in my dream)
-get an ipod or an mp3 player, cuz the world is too quiet sometimes
-write here more often, cuz people don't like listening to anyone but
themselves... and this is a good way for my to remember all the crazy
ass shit I've done.. and i dont even care - i actually hope, no one
reads all this.
-have more asian friends... where are the good ones?!?!
-go to the bathroom.. right now!....
and on that note, i'm done here
p's
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| hey hey hey, smoke weed.... everyday.
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